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Z: NIGHTMARE SCENARIO?

Z: NIGHTMARE SCENARIO?12-18-2003
Here's a glimpse of the Z Nightmare Scenario:
Z: MY NEW REPORT--ALL GOOD NEWS!
I propose only good news from now on. News about miracles--about the good things man is doing... about the great moments, rather than reminding him about salvation, judgments to come, satanism, the evilarchy, and all those awful stories that make us cringe... I say, why look at the dark side any longer. We're here for joy, for fun, and for a few laughs aren't we? 
I found the answer: No more social critique...or analysis, or ugliness... why write about that stuff? 
I now say, just ignore the bad stuff and publish only the good stuff. The heroic things! The breakthroughs, the joys of life! 
Maybe we'd have to fudge things a bit, spice it up a bit here and there--but hey... human interest stories, how man saves the day, how man is good, just needs a little help through inspiration as much as anything else. I mean, maybe just ignore those passages in the Bible regarding judgment and other awful things... perhaps we don't need it at all! We should take a page from the commercial churches' playbook! Our God is one of goodness, brotherhood, prosperity, technology... just look at all the advancements in so many fields! 
Perhaps the Lamb Report should provide inspiration for those seeking to make life better here on earth, rather than waiting for some pie-in-the-sky world that may never come in our lifetimes. I think we're all too demanding... life is as we find it! 
Plus, we should make things a little easier on the so-called apostate churches, focus more on the charity events and people helped. Look at the good side of commercial Jesus business. 
Far as the government goes--Romans 13 all the way! We should talk about how helpful Homeland Security is, the Patriot Act, and also, we should commend George W. Bush's Christian stand in going into Iraq, and spreading the Gospel far and wide. 
We should talk about the things that unite us, not divide us. 
Not only that, but all that talk about THE GAME, the spook infiltrators in chat rooms and web sites, the fringe disinfo agents... forget it! Let's ignore those bad news, end times sites once and for all. Let the disinfo people snare the ignorant. 
I'm talking about enlightenment here--true joy and happiness of the Christmas Season. 
Well, how come you're not all jumping up and down at my new revelation? 
I found the solution to all--everyone is a Christian... they don't need to know it. All are saved. There... IT'S ALL GOOD! 
Happy Holidays, everyone! Peace and joy to the world! 
Gather around the fire--roast a few chesnuts... have some egg-nog... talk about the war, the business, the trial... all the latest... time for us to fit in, to catch up, to bring joy to the living, and not lament the dead! 
Whooooooooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooo! Life is sweet, man, sweet? 
* * * 
Z suddenly wakes up, remembering his glimpse of Hell and the need to warn. Gosh, I almost lost it there. For a second they pulled the wool over ol' Z's eyes. Whew. We're back! Amen. 

Z: THE UNFORGIVEN

Z: THE UNFORGIVEN12-17-2003
M't:10:22: And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.
Those who have accepted Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior are forgiven by God… and thus already have standing in the Kingdom of Heaven, by His righteousness and not of our own, because He loved us and even chose us before the foundation of the world. 
And thus you are UNFORGIVEN by man. 
You are separate, unseen, unheard… unwanted. Your families have deserted you. Husbands and wives, sons and daughters… divided. Truth divides, and Jesus is Truth, literally—the world cannot abide in the truth, which is why the lie is fomented in every corner of the globe; for they fear collapse.
Lu:12:51: Suppose ye that I am come to give peace on earth? I tell you, Nay; but rather division:
You, the Unforgiven by man, who are Forgiven in Christ, are not ranked. You roam the globe, your gifts are rejected. You are persecuted by those who claim to be Christians, ironically enough. They would like to lasso you in and drag you to church, where they would conform you, forgive you… save your soul, when in fact, just the opposite would occur. And then they would say, 
“Did we really tell lies? Isn’t it better now that you’re on the other side with us? Don’t you see—that was no way to live? You can’t do anything for the Kingdom from over there—no one would listen to you. You are forgiven… your sins washed clean. Now join our fellowship and MAKE A DIFFERENCE.”
This may sound good, but it is all deception, all lies. The truth of the matter is this—there is no institution upon the face of the earth that does not belong to Satan in some way. Conformity is spiritual, involving self-corruption to be passed through to the other side, where the majority of humans are enslaved. At first, it will look like some sort of playground when you were a kid, it will be filled with promises, if you can defile your conscience so that you are not aware of the murders you are committing by your association with the dark side, which at first appears as pure light. 
The deception is so good that people actually call themselves “good people.” They actually feel connected to their fellow man—they sometimes believe it’s the only solution for world peace—and I promise you this… so long as man seeks peace, he shall not find it. I have seen things go from bad to worse, while other men say “progress.” 
I say, nothing man makes, does, says or thinks on his own without God is worthy of adherence in any way. 
Man says, “You must humble yourself and be approved of men before you can make a difference in the world.”
AND SO WE ARE UNFORGIVEN
So we walk the earth, doing the Lord’s work. Those of you who read this, who are stuck in your jobs that require spiritual conformity, though no one says that’s what it is, those of you waiting for retirement to get right with the Lord, to come back out of there… like your retired brothers and sisters before you… this may be a risk you won’t want to take. 
How I would love to say that those of you who became part of the satanic system and yet tried to live a decent life (except for all that done in secret), those of you who played Satan’s prostitution for gain game… those of you who go to church regularly, yet only exist to scalp the next lamb coming along… you are wretched. You are not forgiven by the Lord Jesus—because you have never sought His forgiveness. You have never sought Him…but instead sought man who lies to you and tells you that Jesus is with him, so listen to him, your elders, your leaders, your pastors, your teachers, your bosses, your parents, your grandparents, your commander, your wives, your children, your science…your grand menagerie of lies. 
Believe it, they'll say, or perish!
DEATH
We are all going to die. Those who sell out live for two more days—Luciferians live in misery to ripe old ages. You can see them on TV, the ex-senators, the ex-movers and shakers, the big entertainers… they manage to eek out another 10 or 20 years of misery. 
But they will never be free—because they know what it took to be them, because they know what they had to do for success, because they know about perversion and murder required… because they found out the way the matrix worked. That everything on the face of the earth is built on the blood of innocents. 
Sacrifice, death, war are what make society. Especially war. And we are in the war season now. 
They will attempt to manage this war but it will devolve into chaos the next few years. Whether it ends in 2007, or 2008, or 2012… it matters little. They have a plan of mass sacrifice, as if all the people upon the face of the earth were born just to be sacrificed to Satan. They’ll make it look like some enemy has struck—they’ll say it’s some errant flu bug, they’ll say there is nothing they can do against terror attack—but when this all begins, it’s a killing for Satan by the elites who serve him. They can’t stop it—it’s required. 
They do not even realize, or perhaps they do, that Satan and the demonic hierarchy, which runs things on the earth from behind the scenes, that Lucifer’s goal is to kill mankind. 
So man SELLS OUT by serving the death and destruction of his fellow man. It may begin with perversion, but the association breeds murder, death, betrayal… all towards his fellow man who did not sell out. Pure evil, yet man calls himself ‘good’. 
But we are all men and women, aren’t we? We want the same things—we need help. But many of us have sold out, which does not mean just selling your birthright in Jesus… that’s not what the term SELLING OUT means. It means, murdering your fellow man for a little better cut in life. 
The seasoned pros know what I’m talking about. “Going over” means killing. 
It means you get to live a cut above and a little longer, even though you’re going to die. 
Because the Lord is merciful and fair, he gives people over once they, of their own free will, go to Satan’s side, as America has done a long time ago. He gives them over to the lie so they can’t even see the truth. So that they are distracted, and do not understand what I am telling you. If people knew that they had a hand in murder, you would think they would quit, but they don’t—they just fret, afraid of losing their position, their money, the approval of their fellow man. They don’t want Jesus, even though many go to church and put up all kinds of Jesus paraphernalia on the walls and wear T-shirts with Jesus on them… truth be told, they hate JESUS… they hate Him so much they would crucify Him all over again, because the real Jesus would make them leave their temples of iniquity and be cast out from man’s circles. A follower of Jesus would be cut loose from the world and have no standing. A follower of Jesus is unforgiven and hated by the world—life is unfair and unkind to those who truly follow Jesus. Those who follow Jesus are not the establishment—but the Remnant… the separated… the Bedouins of life… and the earth is not our home. And no established man forgives or approves of us, no matter how much we bless him. He hates us all the more when we do good to him. 
And this is the state of the world.
“THAT THEY MIGHT BE DAMNED”
2Th:2:10: And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.
2Th:2:11: And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:
2Th:2:12: That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.
The key word here is this: “that they might be damned.”
And so, many of these pass themselves off as Christians or at least do-gooders, constantly trying in vain to cover up the truth of their soul position and walk in the world—these are typically the movers and shakers, the leaders of the church, those on TV, those who have something to hide so they are in plain sight. Another wonder of Lucifer, but actually a judgment of God. They cannot get off the wheel… they bought in and it’s too late for them. God already gave them over to strong delusion. But make no mistake—you, according to them, are not saved. You are not even a Christian because your very presence sows division, as Jesus himself did. 
But they have forgotten Jesus—indeed, if He were here again in mortal form they would murder him all over again. 
The Lord will not always strive with man. These are as the Days of Noah. Here is how the Lord Jehovah feels about mankind upon the earth today:
e:6:5: And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.
Ge:6:6: And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart.
Ge:6:7: And the LORD said, I will destroy man whom I have created from the face of the earth; both man, and beast, and the creeping thing, and the fowls of the air; for it repenteth me that I have made them.
Extinction rates are sky high—the flu murders are another form of Judgment, as we now enter the Death Season, or the judgment of God upon wicked man, who exalts himself far, far above God in all his institutions. 
Re:6:13: And the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind.
Re:6:14: And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together; and every mountain and island were moved out of their places.
Re:6:15: And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains;
Re:6:16: And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:
Re:6:17: For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand?
And evil man is used in his War on Terror and other justifications—but all the Lord is doing is taking His hand of protection off of man, so that he will be destroyed. As this is the judgment of the Almighty Yahweh on an unrepentant and arrogant people. 
Free will has always been a choice—but man, in selling out, has murdered the children of God…the meek, the purehearts, the lambs, the poor, those who never understood the SYSTEM. 
THE SYSTEM COLLAPSE
The system is already in free-fall—this is why man must take such desperate measures. But make no mistake—Satan’s will is now being done. Those who say Satan has blessed them have fallen for a sick joke—his goal is to destroy man, to rid him from the face of the earth. No man is exalted above God. 
Satan is simply a pawn used to give man over so that he will be damned. God is no respecter of persons. There is no slack cut for anyone. 
All ANYONE had to do was accept Jesus Christ as the gift of salvation. Accept the free love of God. Agape. Unconditional. The free gift of salvation through grace—man did not even have to do anything of himself, he only had to yield his heart… 
But he did not—he kept trying to blend things. Kept trying to muddy the waters. Made it impossible for his fellow man to find the truth—obscured every good thing of God, and made him into some kind of hateful beast instead, while exalting himself as a secular being, wholly independent and not needing God…but only needing his fellow man to succeed. 
BLASPHEMY! BLASPHEMY UNTO THE LORD! BLASPHEMY, I SAY! 
Soon, this system will collapse entirely—those who made their living in it will no longer be able to put bread on the table; many will then turn against God and blame Him.
BLASPHEMY UPON BLASPHEMY. 
You, the forgiven in Christ, will never be forgiven in this world. 
You are the unforgiven, and will be treated as such. But it’s only for a little while longer, children of the light of Christ. Hold on. Just a little while longer. Your tears will be dried—just think of all those waiting in the wings for God to move against those who murdered them… how long they wait for the Lord’s vengeance. But not much longer.
Re:6:9: And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the testimony which they held:
Re:6:10: And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth?
Re:6:11: And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellowservants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled.
Much of this has been fulfilled—the saints have been overcome and this has been accomplished. While they wait for this to be fulfilled, know that it is already fulfilled. Such is the mystery of God’s timing. A-temporal. Non-linear. So it sneaks up on you. Hallelujah. 

Z: SMIRKS OFF FACES

Z: SMIRKS OFF FACES12-15-2003
2Th:1:8: In flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God, and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ:
2Th:1:9: Who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord, and from the glory of his power;
Those who were laughing aren’t laughing any longer. 
The trigger was pulled two weeks ago with the FLU BOMBING of America. That’s just to test the vectors for the killing later on. Testing the jet stream vectors to gauge what kind of saturation they’re getting. Chemtrails, chemBOMBS… no difference. You can be outraged about being killed… but it is much better to rest in the Lord’s embrace, and pray rather than demonstrate.
THE TIME FOR PROTEST IS OVER
Though many are just now waking up, what they need is to be saved by God…to be lifted up into His arms, in peace. To know that they are loved…to know they have a place waiting for them, to know that most people fail at this life anyway—no one accomplishes what he or she sets out to do…it’s a prison planet, a lie, a dirty trick—a punishment, truth be told.
The only principle of life here is DEATH. That’s the key—you embrace that, you might live a couple more days and in relative luxury… but you’ll pay for eternity. The dead are everywhere in decadent countries—the next on the list I suppose will be India, which is experiencing a huge economic boom from the downsizing of the American infrastructure in preparation of mass extermination. Americans are useless to the new world order—too fat, dumb and distracted. I would say ‘happy’—but no human being on the face of the earth ever found happiness in money or things or distractions. 
Now, with the advent of the phony capture, the staged Saddam event… with full Saddam cooperation of course… there will be a distracting rally in the markets, while the stage is set to begin the killing on a widespread basis. Washington DC, Los Angeles, and New York… the last report I read mentioned Las Vegas… and to that you can add Houston when the Super Bowl is in town, which I believe is Feb 3. 
These are all potential targets, but Los Angeles, Washington, DC and New York would knock out the media, government and financial centers. Terror won’t cripple the US, only a nuclear confrontation with Russia will do that. 
TERROR HAS BEGUN
It’s almost as if the Saddam affair is a trigger in and of itself for the Muslim situation, highly trained soldiers dedicated to their cause, trained by Western governments, traitors intent on destroying their own infrastructure to fold in Western Civilization into a New Secular Order, which means literally a NEW SATANIC ORDER, as secular and Lucifer or Satan are synonymous terms. 
I see no reason to amend or edit my warnings to you all over the past year and a half—you’ve had a good time to prepare for this. 
INFORMATION WILL NOT SAVE YOU
Information will not save you, as banding together and protesting will not save you—only Jesus will save you. This is a done deal for the Americas and Europe. A done deal to depopulate, destabilize and reorder unto Lucifer’s banner, which will be Antichrist. 
The timing is curious—they are basing it on the Mayan Calendar—which means a new heaven and earth in the year 2012. Well, it would be a new system, one in which people would live a lot longer, as in the early biblical days—this is the thousand year rule of Jesus Christ. 
But I have some bad news. This may go on longer than that. And the Mayan Calendar means nothing to me prophetically—the Lord instructs me, just as with the Bible Codes, to ignore those dates. 
PROPHECY
The Lord spoke to me this morning… and said that no one knows the time, and that things will occur much more quickly than people think… and that there is chaos behind the scenes. There will be nuclear war IN EARNEST with one side against the other, just like in war times of old—not some inner sanctum Luciferian sacrifice thing, as some suspect, but a real war between Russia, China and the United States, in earnest. With nukes pointed at military installations, cities, the whole bit—just like we have feared in times past. 
There will be a falling away of the cabal. Currently, China, Russia and America are all in this kind of Luciferian secret society agreement, since all the leaders are part and parcel of the same religion and god. However, behind the scenes, there is competition to see who will rule in the end. The Russians do not want the Anglos (Brit/American, New Zealand/Canada/Australia), and the Chinese don’t want either—so there will be a REAL WAR to see who is left standing. 
This war will come much more quickly than people think. Those who follow secret societies and satanists must understand that throughout history, satanists have fought each other. 
2003 may be the year 2000, in God’s calendar. And so we see the Iraq war, the Flu Bomb and other things as a beginning trigger… but the end goes a long time. Even after a nuclear holocaust on the United States, which will leave a military dictatorship in place until the actual coalescing of a one world government takes place, there may be years—perhaps as many as 28 years (I know that is depressing)… that this cycle will end in 2007, and the return of the Lord comes in judgments first, then to put down the world system and establish His rule… I am simply saying that no man knows the time of that. We have speculated… I was shown a period of 3.5 years ending in June or July…I say June or July because 3.5 years from Dec 6 is June 6, 2007…the extra month I can’t explain. 
2Th:2:3: Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;
IT MAY TAKE MORE TIME
Chaos begets chaos… there are cycles of war and brief moments of peace as the return of Christ begins in chaos… because the overturning of THIS SYSTEM is what you are witnessing—they believe they will control it, the powers that be, that is…but all they will do is hasten their own destruction—nothing that worships Satan will live on this planet in the end, as Satan will be bound and cast out (I.e. the system overturned). 
Those who worship Satan now, the phony half-and-half Christians (counted on Satan’s side), and all the unrighteous… their deaths are already known and foreseen by many. These have no place in the world being formed now by the Lord, first through judgments, then through establishing His righteousness upon the planet. 
Those who want things to stay the same will crumble psychologically and then physically… unless they are upright in the Lord. 
2Th:2:9: Even him, whose coming is after the working of Satan with all power and signs and lying wonders,
2Th:2:10: And with all deceivableness of unrighteousness in them that perish; because they received not the love of the truth, that they might be saved.
2Th:2:11: And for this cause God shall send them strong delusion, that they should believe a lie:
2Th:2:12: That they all might be damned who believed not the truth, but had pleasure in unrighteousness.
JESUS IS THE ONLY ANSWER
Regardless of how long this takes—at every stage of life, you must be prepared to die. Only Jesus can help you die. You are dying now, while your jobs and families distract you. You are dying now, as you plan to make the world a better place. You are dying now, those of you who walk the narrow path of Christ. All of us are dying… expect this to become overt… expect to be used to seeing hundreds of thousands and millions perishing. 
Jesus will bring you to the place where man does not scare you. Where you are ready to go…even excited. God is the Lord of Vengeance…and He will avenge—much of the deaths will be just that—vengeance. We are only flesh, and cannot exact vengeance and perfect justice. 
God is avenging all who died before… who were slain for His sake. The Lord destroys all who use His name in vain, the dead and phony church of America for example, killing, bombing, raping and pillaging in the name of Jesus. Shame! But alas, we do not have to wait much longer. 
He will cause all who make war to stumble and go against each other in a rash of PARANOID delusions… many good people will perish, but these will go Home…to be with Jesus, and to return to their world here—the way it SHOULD HAVE BEEN, THEY WAY IT WOULD HAVE BEEN, HAD WE BEEN OBEDIENT. 
We deserve this world, my friends, as we are all the offspring of Adam. Every race, every tribe and every tongue deserves the horrors that have now commenced. 
M't:8:19: And a certain scribe came, and said unto him, Master, I will follow thee whithersoever thou goest.
M't:8:20: And Jesus saith unto him, The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air have nests; but the Son of man hath not where to lay his head.
M't:8:21: And another of his disciples said unto him, Lord, suffer me first to go and bury my father.
M't:8:22: But Jesus said unto him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead.
Do NOT tarry…do not hesitate. Do not wait any longer. Those of you who think you need to “go to retirement” and THEN you’ll get on the right side… that’s a risk you can’t afford to take. 

Z: CHRISTENDOM IS DEAD

Z: CHRISTENDOM IS DEAD12-14-2003
And as I was recovering from the emotional fall-out of satanists posing as Christians, an extraordinary thing happened. A friend of mine, an investigative reporter, stopped by for coffee and laid out the rest of the story—the who, what, where and why… who is tainted, who is CIA…
My quest began for the truth a little over a year and a half ago with this personal journey that began as The Zeph Report and then became The Lamb Report. 
What I found out of course was not a total surprise or shock regarding this world, that Christendom is dead, especially on the Web. 
The information I was given yesterday actually just completed what I had been shown, and what I had begun in my EXPOSING THE DISINFO AGENTS OF SATAN series. 
The Web is dead. 
What God preserved me to do, that is, to expose what I knew about satanism, ritual abuse, the truth about this world—from education, media, politics, military, etc, that it’s all based on satanism and lies rather than truth… and that God will preserve His Remnant, the LITTLE PEOPLE, against all odds and even use them in key Judgment Events… this was propounded in my book LAMB and it is literally true. God will confound the thugs and the system with His own—the losers of society. Those whom the world writes off as idiotic and ridiculous. Oh, yes…this is true. And happening now. 
But the Web… most of what you see is lies. Those who say they are End Times Remnant sites…most are not Christians… but spooks, disinfo agents, many work for the CIA. I know of one very popular board and site where thousands go to post… all they are doing is filling in their own DOSSIERS for military intel… that’s the entire reason for their existence. Otherwise, disinfo agents of Satan muddy the waters and spread lies and filth about real people so that only a few will read. We’re only a kiosk and have no plans for expansion—INDEED, to become even less… as God will reach those He intends to reach through out site. I was forbidden to go on most talk shows anymore—forbidden to conduct commerce… all in a preparation for something… forbidden to advertise. Forbidden to promote in any way from here on out. So the times are changing. We are changing. 
But really what’s happening is the goats are being taken away… falling away. The liars and stealth agents of darkness have gone away. From the Lamb Café, we chased away a few, but in actuality, it’s a very exclusive little club. Not just anyone can post there. If I or others detect a spirit from the other side—they’re gone. What needs to be said, what needs to be fellowshipped with tiny fellowship or church, gets said, gets done, gets through, is special. Those who are there are special. Those who are of that infiltrating spirit rampant on the Web, those who kill Jesus and laugh about it behind everyone’s backs—these are not welcome. There is a screening process. Let us SEE your spirit—then we’ll decide. Those who have been banned were not Christians—no mistake has been made. That’s how few there really are in the world. 
Not surprising in a nation where Jesus is hated coast to coast. 
I have chased off a couple of Intel-wolves from the Lamb Café, most of whom were plants by various agencies (you all know who they are)… I exposed the national media… but the fringe, the Christian fringe, the patriot movement, the alternative medicine sites, the alternative Christians sites, and the REMNANT Christian sites, are mostly satanic, mostly intel operatives… and their owners and operators are also on the OTHER SIDE. The LUNATIC FRINGE late night radio, alternative patriot Christian radio stations and many sites are DEAD. Just dead air. They go nowhere. They say nothing. Terror will hit, the Constitution is shredded, that kind of thing is all they can say. Not what’s GOIN’ ON. Not the real truth UNDERNEATH. No way will you EVER hear them mention that. 
Therefore you can trust no one. I don’t really know of any Christians outside a very few people scattered here and there, and only one or two have websites or media outlets…and these are not popular. More often than not, people who have gotten close to me have proved to be a plant of some sort—there are wave after wave of these people…whom I ban from my life after about one sentence from their lying lips. I no longer take a year to find out. I just look at a person and know if they’re DEAD or ALIVE. Sometimes it hurts when you know the truth—but in our case, it has set us free. I am free, for example, to write this report. There is no question about the veracity of this one. No question at all. 
I am waiting and hoping for others to join us… as there is a groundswell of folks who know this is true—but who are trapped in jobs and waiting retirement…not wanting to rock the boat now…not wanting to be thrown out into the cold. 
I will be ministering constantly to these—since I know how badly they wish they hadn’t made that initial mistake. I know if there were any opportunity, they would jump. It’s painful to jump, because you don’t know if anyone will CATCH YOU. Well, GOD WILL CATCH YOU…and you may die. But at least you would be redeemed… No one said it was easy or convenient, friend. 
CHRISTIANITY IN AMERICA IS OFFICIALLY DEAD
True word. The only fellowship you’re going to have is ON THE RUN. The alphabet soup agencies have overrun the churches a long time ago. Bait and switch satanism is what it is. 
Last week two people were exposed who were with me for a year or more. They were like family to Trish and me, then SWITCHED, revealing their true identities. 
So friends cannot be trusted either. Why did they become your friends? How did you meet them? Where do they work?—do they require selling out at work? Who are their friends? Are they connected to society in some way? Do they have connections? Who are their contacts? How do they receive provision? 
Supposedly, they handle both my books, GLASS BACKWARDS and LAMB at Barnes and Noble, at least on their website. Someone in Fayetteville Arkansas (where I ran on the radio since they do not censor my message) went to the Barnes and Noble and tried to order LAMB… the clerk said, 
“WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO ORDER THAT FOR YOU.”
Yet we are listed on their website! We are distributed by Ingram, the largest book distributor. 
‘WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO ORDER THAT FOR YOU.” 
That is the kind of discrimination I get. Or, sorry the job’s already been filled. Sorry, it’s been leased. I have asked dozens of companies to help me move my website to a closer host… all have turned me down, or said they would help and never came through. Typical. 
We were basically forced out of our last house—told that they would renovate and had people ready with cash to move in. The house has sat empty ever since we were shoved out. 
Why were we shoved out of the house? Because of our position and our walk. They hated us even though we were kind to them. Hallelujah. Praise Jesus. 
This is NORMAL PERSECUTION…nothing special. I said, IT’S NOTHING SPECIAL. 
Is your pastor getting that kind of harassment? Oh? Why not? What has he done that we haven’t done? We proclaim the Gospel of Jesus Christ as the only way out—we walk with Jesus. We are treated as I described. In fact, we’re not welcome in church, unless we sneak in. Why would that be? 
Do other Christians who sell books get the kind of treatment I got from Barnes and Noble? Oh? Why not? 
Well, if they don’t…how true can their books be? Most true Christians can only sell books here and there, on the run. 
I was invited to speak at an auditorium event… I’ve never spoken to a live audience before… I am amazed that I was invited… I said I would open with PRAYER… for all. I will see if this comes true. 
THEY WON’T BE THERE TOMORROW
Jesus DIVIDES.
I already told you that many people you’re walking with today won’t be there tomorrow… their goal is for you to not be there for tomorrow. 
So selling us out means getting to know us, lambs that is, the Remnant people, then ingratiating themselves undercover…then slowly steering us off. 
We had this in the café with a couple of clumsy programmers who were easy to spot. But while this was going on, I was still surrounded by others who pretended to be friends, and yet who had an agenda to handle me in some way. 
The last communiqué I had from these “trusted friends” is that Jesus is on TBN, in the churches, everywhere… that, and I quote: “Lambs do not have a corner on Jesus.” So therefore I must CHANGE MY MESSAGE! 
Otherwise, Zeph is false, therefore Zeph either repents… or is marginalized. 
Well, I AM MARGINALIZED—always have been! So I have nothing to lose by saying what I say. 
Far as I’m concerned—CHRISTENDOM IS DEAD. Hallelujah.
SO NOW WHAT?
Well, my life was spared to write my books, LAMB AND GLASS BACKWARDS… and to bring you this report daily. It’s taken time to OUT all the phonies, simply because it’s across the board and I didn’t want to believe the information that kept popping up. I ignored it. I made a mistake… I was gullible. I believed in folks. 
Just a month ago, I had a whole list of LINKS in the Lamb Links section of posers, pretenders, phony spook-ops fronts pretending to be Christians. Many of you went to these sites for prophecies and what not—and you were DISTRACTED. I repented and exposed most of them… but not all. Just add the rest to the list you already have… sorry, but it took a little while for me to find out everything. It’s dead, friends. Christendom is DEAD. 
MY OWN JOURNEY
I don’t know why it took so long to finally see the real matrix. I kept thinking, IT CAN’T BE WORSE THAN THIS. But every week it seemed to get worse…but really what happened is that I learned more and more, as I could emotionally handle it. It’s hard to take—knowing so many you trusted turn out to be liars, cheaters, posers, criminals… all working for the other side, many getting paid to pretend they are lambs, or Christian information services, etc. 
And that is why I now proclaim loudly, shouting from my rooftop—CHRISTIANITY IS DEAD. 
It is accomplished. No sooner does a child trust his youth pastor than he is switched to satanism and mind controlled to think he’s in Jesus. That’s the norm. Same with all institutions—not just churches. 
The only remnant of decent lives is on TV OR MOVIES… that’s where we can tell each others lies about how heroic we are. 
YET JESUS/YAHOSHUA IS HOPE
Jesus is the only salve to give people hope against the demonic onslaught. 
The only way to preserve the few who are left is for God to make a miracle of GALACTIC PROPORTIONS! 
I do wish I had better news. But the news is this: GO HOME. Turn off the WEB. There is nothing for you here. Turn me off. Turn us all off. This is my warning to you. Get your noses back in your King James Bibles… if you’re led to call Jesus Yahshua or Yahoshua or Yeshua or God Yahweh… do it. But the little girl praying for her parents to stop destroying each other—I don’t think her prayer in the Name of Jesus would go unheeded!
Sooner or later you may be deceived, and then they’ll have you. If you are a Maverick, or Renegade, then go… run. Leave! Get out! 
Go far far away… be fed by the Hidden Manna now. It’s there for you. Offer yourself as a living sacrifice to do His will. So long as He wants me on this putrid mind-control Internet I’ll be here…but I long to wander… to preach on the run. To share the Good News in the wilderness. 
There is no future in the Web. Only conformity and lies. Only regulation. Only hatred of God in the exaltation of man and his ideals. Which is an oxymoron. 
TRUST NO 0NE
Now, can I trust this investigative reporter who shared with me vital information on various phony Christian icons on the web? Because I had already been shown this information—this only confirmed what I knew. It was that kind of thing. We’re playing catch-up here. 
Turn on late night radio if you want—but it’s all lies spewed from satanists and intel-ops.
It’s “programming”—but don’t think they’re special… the Evening News, the entire TV network is the same thing. Most movers and shakers in media are not only on the other side, their jobs are only coverings for their real job working for the system behind the scenes. Surveillance, monitoring, programming, slave running, gaming, murder, etc. 
If I were you, if you got anything from my exposing the truth about society, then download those items, as the Internet has precious few seconds left. 
They’ll use the next POWER OUTTAGE to take people off line… eventually they’ll use the Internet for pure propaganda. 
I do know a couple of pastors who say they are fighting this—but they can’t control the infiltration in their churches, if they’re honest. Only God can. I pray they are still there—but they are as rare as hen’s teeth. 
JESUS SAVES
Is Jesus in the protestant or Catholic church? Is Jesus in Eucharist or Communion? Is the name ‘Jesus’ even the true name of ‘Jesus’? 
The answer is this—God has his people everywhere. Jesus, or Yahoshua, is God. 
Only Jesus, or Yahoshua (his true name) saves. 
Yahoshua, Yaweh, our God. 
There is no salvation by any other name. 
If you are called to serve in churches, schools, the military, whatever, if this is of God…then do it. People say they receive much from Communion or Eucharist. For me it’s just remembrance…for others, it’s an important ritual. The important thing in all this is the heart—to be honest in your pursuit of the Lord. To be honest in where you go and what you do and what you say. To live the LIFE! 
I gave you a word before that God would destroy the Protestant Church and clean up the Catholic church… most don’t remember that—I hope this causes many of you to never read me again. Go away! You will not force the hand of God. Maybe He’ll do this to CONFOUND THE WORLD. Cleansing for me, by the way, also means to call people OUT…into Jesus salvation. I am sick and tired of seeing people bash each other based on denomination—the whole thing is corrupted now…but our people are in there… in churches… serving. And separate. Though it’s DEAD. 
Truth is, THE WHOLE WORLD IS DEAD. That is why we need a savior. Anyone who uses bait and switch conformity techniques however, not only KILLS HIS CHURCH, but he is dead himself. 
Let all this rattle about in your spirits. Let no one think this is a clear mandate for what you should do. I don’t know what you should do—but Jesus does. He loves you so much. Why don’t you try trusting Him this time. 
It’s a lonely walk—you can trust no one but God. Let God be true and every man a liar. Truer words perhaps were never spoken regarding modern times. You cannot trust your fellow man—he is most likely compromised by the other side, serving some alphabet soup agency if he’s in the information business. I don’t even think they can keep track of people. 
SELLING OUT, WHAT DOES IT MEAN? 
Selling out means to join the “other side” and kill your fellow man so that you can have a boost. Or, if you like, it means destroying the other guy so you can eat caviar and drink champagne. It’s the AMERICAN WAY, selling out. They line up to sell out in politics, Hollywood, and every other walk of life. You can’t even get a Master’s Degree that means anything without selling out in some way, right? That is, you compromise, embrace the lie, taking part in destroying the truth, crucifying Jesus, murdering your fellow man… and you then get to live a couple more days! You get a career by spilling the blood of innocents. How’s that feel? Better you than them? I see….
Pathetic? Cowardly? Mean? Cruel? Evil? 
Oh, yeah. And then some. 
I’VE WRITTEN IT OFF
Those who choose to live in the lie are typically compromised anyway—they can’t handle the truth, and so they will seek to destroy anyone speaking it. Or turn away—they’re very good at shunning… as I said, the 'Jesus business' loves the WORLD SYSTEM, and will seek to keep it in place! The majority are keeping the system in place—this is the WILL of the people…not a few evil ones. Don’t look at the elites… it’s the base that keeps it going. 
Nukes are out of control—everybody’s got ‘em. Terror is a big organized business of fascists. Those who say ‘Al-Qaeda’ is coming, watch out, are mostly operatives posing as Christian remnant sites. 
Those who tout the Rapture are tainted. All the Christian boards are tainted by spooks. 
And of course, none of this matters. 
Those who recognize truth will still get it. I’m just saying, I’ve taken all the links off, because most of those so-called Christians are on the other side. Many are supposedly ex-military intel people. They’re not EX anything! They are current disinfo specialists. They get paid well to steer the fringe masses off into lala-land. 
Ask yourselves the question: do they talk about the literal day-to-day satanism? Conformity? Corruption? 
Ask yourselves this question: Is there anywhere in the United States or elsewhere where this garbage does not exist? You could get yourself a farm in Nebraska and it’s still there. 
NO ONE BELIEVES IN JESUS
You can probably count the number of true Christians you have known on one hand. If that. 
For me, my Lord Jesus is all I had due to the fact I went against the system and was cast out—He was the only one to talk to in solitary confinement. 
Our people are scattered—unseen. Most people belong to Satan, have sold their souls, and demons have taken over, whether at the 7-11 or the morgue. 
FINDING OUT
Finding out who is CIA for example is a real eye-opener. That just means they are involved in using the Web for mind control, and not exposing the truth. They do not expose the truth, they give partial truth—one site talks about giants and Al-Qaeda… he’s a spook too. 
But it’s liberating to find out. Sometimes I wonder why I even try—it’s already gone. Christ is dead on the Web. The bully thugs have won. 
How many of you still go to CIA websites believing them to be Christian? Most? All? Some? I don’t know. I hope your eyes are opened… even though it may be painful. 
Living in delusion won’t help. Only God’s miracles now will help. Only purehearts praying in earnest will help. 
I feel sorry for those who try to blend Christianity with their walk in the world—give it up! If I were them I’d go New Age… I wouldn’t lie. I would secure my position in the world to come after the PLANNED DESTRUCTION of America. I would line up to put Christians to death. That’s the side they might as well join. The Christian thing is dead. After the bombing of the cities, it will be pretty much a thing of the past. 
And of course, unbelief is KING in America. Magic is so much better—casting spells, causing people to suicide by throwing the HIVE MIND DEMONS at them. I saw them do this when I was a youngster, and boy how they whooped it up when one who was opposite drove off the cliff or put a gun into his mouth. Yeeeehaaaa! They would cheer! 
I am still haunted by their celebrating over murdering friends of mine—they got their top-dog status, their BMWs, they got their cushy lawyer jobs… they got their 50 yard-line tickets. Hope they enjoy it, cause that’s all their going to get—lest they repent! Will they repent? Jesus said it’s harder for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. 
SELLING OUT IN AUSCHWITZ 
Oh, yes, seeing certain Jews selling out to help the Nazis so they could live a couple more days…same thing goes on today everywhere. 
I wept when I saw a film depicting Jews taking their brethren into the showers (which were really gas facilities), telling them… 
“Put your clothes on the numbered pegs…remember your number, so after you are de-loused you can find your clothes and return to the camp.”
Truth is, they were being led to slaughter. THEY NEVER WERE GOING TO RETURN TO GET THEIR CLOTHES. Jews were used to tell these lies to them over and over, so they would go to the showers…then get locked in, THEN GASSED TO DEATH. These Jews enjoyed autonomy, a few good meals. 
But this is the picture of AMERICA TODAY. SELLING OUT MEANS TO KILL YOUR FELLOW MAN SO YOU CAN HAVE A BOTTLE OF CHAMPAGNE AND LIVE A DAY LONGER! 
Shame on us all. Shame on you who did not teach the truth to the children. Brood of vipers! Killing your children by conforming them! Selling us out and killing us in the name of Jesus. 
For you are as Esau, sold his birthright for a bowl of lentil soup! Because God means nothing to you—especially you who make it a business. False prophets, cursing lambs in the name of Jesus, when JESUS HIMSELF IS THE LAMB. Shame on you. 
This PSALM is for the LAMBS, and a warning to the gamers, handlers, programmers and all Satan’s minions. God will preserve His own, scattered throughout the world… Yahoshua will be glorified despite, or because of, the modern world being DEAD.
Psalms:140:1: Deliver me, O LORD, from the evil man: preserve me from the violent man;
Psalms:140:2: Which imagine mischiefs in their heart; continually are they gathered together for war.
Psalms:140:3: They have sharpened their tongues like a serpent; adders' poison is under their lips. Selah.
Psalms:140:4: Keep me, O LORD, from the hands of the wicked; preserve me from the violent man; who have purposed to overthrow my goings. 
Psalms:140:5: The proud have hid a snare for me, and cords; they have spread a net by the wayside; they have set gins for me. Selah.
Psalms:140:6: I said unto the LORD, Thou art my God: hear the voice of my supplications, O LORD. 
Psalms:140:7: O GOD the Lord, the strength of my salvation, thou hast covered my head in the day of battle. 
Psalms:140:8: Grant not, O LORD, the desires of the wicked: further not his wicked device; lest they exalt themselves. Selah.
Psalms:140:9: As for the head of those that compass me about, let the mischief of their own lips cover them.
Psalms:140:10: Let burning coals fall upon them: let them be cast into the fire; into deep pits, that they rise not up again.
Psalms:140:11: Let not an evil speaker be established in the earth: evil shall hunt the violent man to overthrow him.
Psalms:140:12: I know that the LORD will maintain the cause of the afflicted, and the right of the poor.
Psalms:140:13: Surely the righteous shall give thanks unto thy name: the upright shall dwell in thy presence.

Z: TRIGGER PULLED

Z: TRIGGER PULLED12-12-2003
What exactly happened on that day I can't say--whether it was a few days earlier... all I can tell you is that something went into motion, something changed radically... and now the trigger is pulled. 
This week we kicked off the Death Season. The vectored and intentional flu murders are just the beginning. I have received reports of dozens of deaths, where only a few are reported in each state. 
Sars also has flu-like symptoms. I have read reports where the vaccines are not specific for this particular flu strain--other reports stating that these vaccines only make people more susceptible to coming down with this flu. 
Quarantines due to mass infection is a gateway to martial law. 
Note, that this week we have outbreak in all 50 states. 
This current flu epidemic may lift quickly, as it came quickly. However, it is only a beginning.
TERROR UPDATE
On World Net Daily they are reporting a Feb 2 unbelievably massive terror attack by Al-Qaeda--how they have this info, I don't know. 
The Super Bowl is on Feb 3rd, 2004, one day after the day of warning. 
This falls into the "zone" of "pulling the trigger" between now and the spring, which seems to have been done this December (as predicted) with the Flu. 
For me, this is the opening gambit of a long period of time--Seals 2 and 4 are particularly on my mind as of now. 
I pray that you all are guided by the Holy Spirit--the reports I have received report many deaths in hospitals, but that the hospitals and news agencies are covering up the death toll! Perfect, just like Iraq. 
There was almost a small ray of hope. I was going to tell you that if they did not pull the trigger, if I was wrong about the "worst day in human history" being a period of time beginning on Dec 6 through the summer of 07... if the trigger was not pulled by the END OF MARCH... or perhaps in April some time... that there may be a long period, even a 10 year period before some series of events got us to this point again. 
But I can't say that. 
I pray for you as you pray for me. God bless us each and every one. Fear the Lord... not man.

Z: THE DEATH SEASON

Z: THE DEATH SEASON12-12-2003
Re:17:1: And there came one of the seven angels which had the seven vials, and talked with me, saying unto me, Come hither; I will shew unto thee the judgment of the great whore that sitteth upon many waters:
This is the confirmation and culmination of the end of the Black Season, which I thought would be sooner, but it’s now, as the "powers that be" (of the demonic hierarchy) use chemtrails to spread the flu virus. We noticed it here, that the quality and the kind of chemtrails were changed—and we noticed also how many suddenly became infected, even with NO PRIOR CONTACT with other individuals who were infected. So it comes from the air, not from person to person. 
This is the thought that keeps crossing my mind. We will never know the answer--no one is going to catch them: no one has ever caught the chemtrailers. 
As I looked at maps of the vectoring of the flu virus, a word came to me—spraying. Now, in vision, I can also see that the planes used to do this are not all military jets, but some seem to be “satanic”—or other worldly. A friend had sent me photos of shape-shifting air-craft, which upon closer inspection were not jets at all, but UFOs. 
All that sounds like fringe—but unfortunately, it’s not. What is happening now reminds me of a book I read a decade ago, “The Gods of Eden,” where it proposed spraying from vehicles to destroy population. That’s all I really remember about the book… 
So when we talk about the bowls and vials of God’s wrath—a chem-pod to spray disease may qualify as a vial. 
Further, I received word that the CDC, complicit in all this, as all satanists are, are involved in depopulation and the disease business… with a phony front of being against disease and/or trying to solve it. 
Everyone is involved—most people now are quite sick in the west, as the man-made flu virus is sprayed all over the country…and drifts east. 
As I said before, in my “Flu Murders” piece, God thwarted Sars, but they keep trying. Consider this the first major plague of what is to be called THE DEATH SEASON. 
Re:16:1: And I heard a great voice out of the temple saying to the seven angels, Go your ways, and pour out the vials of the wrath of God upon the earth.
WHAT’S GOOD ABOUT THIS SEASON? 
I don’t like being sprayed and poisoned and now infected by chemtrails. I don’t like being herded into my own murder with no one ever taking the blame. I really don’t like satanism though—in fact, I hate satanism more than the chemtrails. 
All this is God’s judgment and his allowing a satanic police state to take over the United States in 2004 (this has been the plan)—this is simply the first stage… getting people into the system through infection. All the phony terror alerts were also psyops operations to get people used to warnings, alerts, and forced compliance. Most Americans for example, at the advent of martial law, will ask how they can volunteer to be part of the team in combating terror, never understanding that the powers that be, the government itself… all those behind the scenes are the very people perpetrating the crime of the century. 
Re:13:4: And they worshipped the dragon which gave power unto the beast: and they worshipped the beast, saying, Who is like unto the beast? who is able to make war with him?
ONCE MARTIAL LAW HITS
All this is prelude to martial law in 2004. Once it begins, the military-dictatorship will continue until the Lord, through supernatural means, puts an end to it. 
The plan is to take out Washington DC, New York, Los Angeles and other cities, but those are the main ones, since they are the centers for government, finance and media. Then the military would have to take over, since there would be no government essentially. 
And then of course you have the registration of individuals, internment, execution…and the rewilding of much of the United States as ordered by those behind the scenes—whom the Bible calls “the rich men of the earth.”
God is allowing this as judgment on satanic nations. Just like on Sodom. America fooled the whole world, but those of us with eyes to see are not fooled. We can see the spiritual map of the world, we do know the basic timetable. We understand the deception. 
WHY IT HASN’T HAPPENED EARLIER
Well, there are factors with time. The Lord can wave all this off like He did nuclear war in 1962. Or He can allow it to happen, and let the demonized leaders run amok in paranoia and bloodthirstiness…and blow up the world. The choice, as always, is His… and the choice is ours. Do we repent or do we continue to keep our satanic allegiance secret and allow the judgment to go forward. 
This is a great time of gathering—as the Remnant is further and further separated into translation, which some may call The Rapture. But it’s another mystery of God and most will not understand it until after it has happened. 
THOSE YOU WALKED WITH EARLIER HAVE FALLEN AWAY
2Co:6:14: Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?
I prophesied over a year ago that those you were walking with may fall away in the years to come, as God delivers His Remnant out of the world system, into further and further separation. 
I have received reports from all over indicating this is the case now. Old friends, family members, others who can go no further, or who were playing a charade just tracking lambs for example, have fallen away and been cast into the outer darkness…as God judges most severely those who attempt to harm his children. 
Joh:8:44: Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.
I had one misguided poser attempt to hold us back by saying we had lost the blessing of the Lord. I had other false ones in the “Jesus” business lie and claim that God was judging the Lambs… I had still others lie and state that Lambs were “arrogant and sanctimonious” in the chat room. This is confirmation of what I am talking about—those who say such things fall away… the path is very narrow… many are called but few are chosen. And so when they point the finger of judgment at you, understand that they will walk with you no further. From these, turn away and never look back. 
I rejoice as I see the Lord stripping us of the programmers, handlers, posers, fakers, all satanists trying to steer us off or veer us from the Lord’s will. I find our God so merciful in moving these people out of the way, and freeing us to more and more separation in Him. 
Lately, I have felt a joy that surpasses my understanding, as I feel as others do—wrapped in my Father’s arms… free to go wherever He sends me. Free to speak, free to live…free to stumble, free to pray for humanity, free to love… and not hate. Free to pray that the Lord will deliver these who have fallen away—who were simply posing, as their father is the father of lies. 
1Tm:1:10: For whoremongers, for them that defile themselves with mankind, for menstealers, for liars, for perjured persons, and if there be any other thing that is contrary to sound doctrine;
NO CARES FOR THIS WORLD NOW
2Tm:2:21: If a man therefore purge himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master's use, and prepared unto every good work.
The biggest change I have ever experienced has just occurred—I’d say in the past two weeks, and in particular, over the past weekend. We were all delivered from caring about what people said, thought, or what the world did in general—politics, conspiracies, crimes, other people, the comings and goings of the world, now an abstraction…which focuses our hearts and minds solely on our Father, and His Will. 
We have been freed to do His will….the fears have been lifted…others who held us back have been removed. There is nothing in the world holding us anymore—and I believe here is a prophecy…
That the good work our Lord has begun here, He will finish, and deliver all the lambs to eternity, many without death.
Check me on this—do you feel different? Do you feel less attached to things…do you care what people say, do or think regarding you anymore? 
People lie about me all the time—had that since the beginning… but I no longer see them. As if I have been removed to another world—definitely another dimension… 
PUSHED FORWARD
M't:25:32: And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from the goats:
We were pushed ahead dimensionally—and they are behind us…where we cannot say. They have become shadows… did they ever exist at all? 
We are being entrusted with SPIRITUAL GIFTS…we are in process. When this process is complete over the next few months, perhaps, we will be released into stealth ministry…doing the Lord’s work: MIRACLES, RAISING THE DEAD, HEALING THE SICK, FEEDING THE POOR, CLOTHING THE NAKED… GREATER WORKS AWAITS.
And only God’s true lambs can do this work. The half-and-half crowd serve Satan only and are self-deluded. We were surrounded by these just a short time ago. 
I remember chasing off a few from the chat-room, but now more and more the demonic strongholds on lambs is falling away without deliverance ministers to be in attendance… 
I suppose it’s like being lifted up out of the sea and the water falls off…finally drips off and finally you’re dry and on dry land. 
Look around—this is a NEW WORLD… and yet the Lord will cause us to go to and fro in service to Him… our free will has been accepted…we no longer have this burden, as each of us gives up his free will…we have lost all desire for this world on earth. 
We lambs have no goals—except to do the Father’s will… 
At the same time, the Black Season ramps up… nothing can keep us from further and further separation into Him. 
Imagine how it will be a few months from now…gauging how fast you got here…how quickly and exponentially things are changing now. 
Joh:14:21: He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.
Let us pray:
Father, we thank you and live only to glorify You. We desire only to do thy will and have no will of our own. We lay down our flesh and ask you to mold us into what You would have us become. We praise and worship and honor You, O lord, as you alone are worthy of our Worship and Praise. 
In the Name of Jesus, I ask you deliver us all the way—we will not block Your Will, Father… but we will Do your will upon the earth. 
You have shown me further and further separation, O Lord. You have shown me the fruits of translation. You have shown me where we will be soon…and the things you have prepared for us to do—YOUR WILL BE DONE. Hallelujah. In Jesus’ Name. Amen. 

Z: I LIVED TO TELL, TO SEE, TO BE

Z: I LIVED TO TELL, TO SEE, TO BE12-11-2003
What I have learned is this: deliverance is a process. My first experience with deliverance was in the year 2000, when I fully surrendered my life to God, when I was broken and shattered to a point beyond suicide… I called out—and then I felt Him within my vessel, peering out of my eyes, moving my hands… a tingling sensation—he said these words to me: “I am Your Father… I will not leave you, nor forsake You.”
Before, whenever I was in trouble, I would say the Lord’s prayer and cry out to Him… He would always get me out of trouble, and so prayer was a constant companion of mine—but I did not have an experience as I did in 2000. 
During the next few weeks, the Lord revealed to me the infallibility of the Word of God, and the Gospel. Though when you surrender to the Father, you surrender to Jesus… I was shown this, in eternity. That every godly person believes in Jesus… but how glorious is it for them to know this and find His Word, and serve Him… understanding that Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life, that no man comes to the Father except through Him (Jn 14:6). And so, for the first time the Holy Spirit was in me—with me, all about me. 
I learned about my past, my shattered mind—I was shown all the satanists around me. The whole neighborhood, the handlers, the matrix, spiritual warfare. I was told that Daniel’s 70’th week began. But that it would not be as most people think—which I did not understand at the time. 
I was shown all the satanic deception religions like Hinduism, Buddhism, and all the isms around the world.
I was shown my own lineage…. Understood that I was damaged beyond repair. Well, that is, in human terms. 
I was told that I was “awakened” at this time—which was a pre-ordained time. That if I survived to this point without getting killed—being that I was always separate—then this would qualify me for a commission the Lord had ordained from the beginning for me. 
This led of course to where things are today. 
I was told that I would not be actually healed until the year 2004. And the recent deliverance sessions have not only kicked in, but literally cleared the way, and cleaned the clocks of all the demonic strongholds around me. Now, everything is being stripped away from me… as I am being prepared for something. 
DELIVERANCE A PROCESS
And so, deliverance has been a process. From the initial healing, which led to my knowing who I am and what happened to me, a lifelong quest since I was mind-controlled, removed from Los Angeles in my teens, then in my 20’s set loose on the streets of Topeka Kansas with a belief system and memories that bore no relation to the satanic ritual abuse and exotic satanism from which I came, from which only one or two of us, with like spirit, survived. 
The Lord protected me as I He awakened me. The church I was introduced to attempted to get me into satanism in fellowship groups, much to my shock and horror. I had thought, perhaps innocently, since I never had lived before…well, at least not an actual life… I thought that churches were sanctuaries of Jesus Christ! I thought, how wonderful I have found a shelter. 
Little did I know that the same requirements in evil American society were required here. In exchange for selling my soul to Satan, I would receive fellowship, a roof over my head, and I would be considered born again in Christ. 
I saw the same thing with Billy Graham and my heart broke. I saw the same with Chuck Smith of Calvary Chapel and my heart broke. Saw the same thing with John MacArthur and the Grace Church and it my heart broke. Saw the same thing everywhere I went. And I had to assimilate what all this meant. If not for the Lord, this information would have pushed me into the looney bin or worse! Just as it was when I was a child and couldn’t seem to catch on—I couldn’t catch on now either. The Lord had to gently help me understand…how could things be so backwards?—how could they believe that they were Christians? 
I asked, “Lord, if satanism is a requirement, why do they even go to church?”
My Father said, “Son, it’s complicated…it’s deep.”
He told me that those who serve Satan are not born again in Jesus Christ—that they are in denial. That the entire Christian music scene is no different than the secular scene. 
He showed me all the phony prophets and teachers and fringe end times sites on the net. 
I said, Lord, I look just like them—talking about the system collapse and destruction.
He said, “This is real. They are not.”
To break this down, He was saying to me that they are not real because they are not SEPARATE, one of our Lord’s most fundamental requirements for serving Him in any capacity. 
“So why are they all connected, Lord…why are they not separate?”
He said, those who are separate are cast out of society. Banished. Those who you see on the street corner, in mental hospitals, in jails. 
This had been done to me—incarcerated, removed—and many murder attempts… I kept asking why they wanted to kill me, but never got an answer till the year 2000. 
I honestly didn’t know what I had done wrong. I thought, could people be this mean? I had lived a life I did not understand—all I knew is that I was left out of things, kept out of things, told to go away. When I asked why they got upset. 
When I asked why they said nothing, in many cases. 
I had done my job—I had worked hard. I had been honest. 
But there was no reason given. 
Later I came to understand that if you’re not connected, you can’t really have a decent life. 
Connected, later I was told, meant to sell your soul to Satan in exchange for a life upon the earth. 
RESEARCH
I had studied Hinduism, Buddhism, all the eastern religions, philosophy, the Bible, many things—but until I was awakened to the situation upon the earth and the bondage man has placed himself in, I did not understand. I had been an alien all my life—and had been protected by the Lord all my life. 
I had seen all the things my peers who were killed because they were good could not see. They were good because they could not understand what the world wanted from them. And so these innocent ones were killed by their parents. 
Oh, they made it look like suicide—everyone participated in gaming them, bringing them to suicide on purpose; everyone played a part, and yes, they did kill themselves, not understanding how people could be so vicious, feeling as if they woke up in a different world than the one they were born into. 
Something so different, that no research could explain it to them—you had to be awakened in order to “see”—and what is here is a SATANIC HIERARCHY that everyone is part of but no one talks about—because they feel guilty about killing. As my friends were killed. 
But I got to live and see, in a way, for them. They were told they were scum—but they were better than others. They were told they were filthy—but they were clean. They were lied to, everywhere they turned—handled, lied to, led to slaughter, and my own mother cheers when this happens. 
Well, not just her, but all of them. 
To see that side of a human being, who would kill you and leave you for dead if he could get away with it—to see a whole world laughing at murdering innocent ones. To see the guy at the 7-11 relishing in gaming someone who doesn’t “know”—to see all the murders not accounted for on the rolls year by year…to see America for real. 
To see the truth for real. 
To see it all—as I have now seen, from a disconnected or alien perspective. 
And then to rejoice in the Lord Jesus Christ—who gives me unfathomable joy despite all this!… well, you have to say it’s a miracle. 
It’s a miracle that I am here—to tell you this. Many of you would not be here without the intervention and blessing of the Lord. 
AMERICA, SOLD OUT
America, from one end to the other, is sold out to Satan. As I said before, the Lord spoke to me and said this is the most evil nation on the face of the earth, as it is the most satanic and wealthy. It’s not personal with Father—He’s no respecter of persons. It’s just a plain simple fact. 
Whenever more than 5 people get together anywhere in this country in separation in Christ… one of them infiltrates and either breaks it up, or games it so that people are castigated for their faith. Jesus is persona-non-grata in America. America hates Jesus Christ. That’s what I’ve seen in all the churches. They worship Satan and call Him Jesus, then they are mind-controlled by the scriptures…in a kind of relative good/relative evil kind of manner. But they server Satan, they love Satan because Satan pays their bills. 
Jesus is just a mascot in America—a front man. Satan gets the job done. 
DAY OF RECKONING FOR AMERICA
Well, the eviliest nation on the face of the earth is about to get her comeuppance. Hallelujah. This is a joyous time for us who love the Lord and Truth. Because this judgment upon America will wake up untold millions, who will renounce satanism and understand what they did wrong. 
I understand that many were corrupted generationally—by their parents, grandparents… schools, churches, etc. But there is no excuse. God is no respecter of persons. Most people here, most who label themselves Christians, if they do not repent, thus being separated in Christ, which is what BORN AGAIN means—it means separation and sanctification through the SUPERNATURAL… that’s what happens when a person is born again—you go from the womb (death in Satan), to the light (salvation in Christ, which is separation from the world system). No one separates himself—I was separated by Jesus from birth, by my story is somewhat unique and strange…not the norm. 
Most people are connected. So they can go here and there and get a job, and make a life for themselves. Those who are separated must rely solely on Jesus for provision—most of us you’ll never hear from, because society has banished us. That’s because society worships Satan and calls it secular, atheist, the economy, or some such…but they’re in denial—behind the scenes, they obey their masters and instruct their slaves, as their minds are linked and orders come from the center. 
It’s not America’s fault. Nations rise due to warfare—war or human sacrifice is rewarded. Without war, no nation can exist. 
If I were a satanist, I would have perpetual war, and I would have plenty of God’s own to feed upon, rather than casting them out. That way, I would ensure perpetual stasis of society—a kind of game preserve of lambs… regulated so that the number does not go below 5 righteous in Sodom. 
There is a numerical formula for this—you need to know the population of Sodom, or cities like that. But let’s say Sodom was 100,000 people, roughly. 10 righteous would be 1/10 of 1 percent. 
I guess that’s about what lambs (separated ones, who were also the Nazarites of old) are. Now, those who came out of satanism and accepted Jesus and got separated from the system… this is more the second tier, or Tribulation Saints…but these are not like the Nazarites of old—they are more the spirit of the Saint Paul…the most marvelous apostle! Those separate from birth, who LIVED!…especially in murderous America, the most hostile place on the planet for the separated, the most intolerant nation on the face of the earth, the most satanic nation on the globe, which is a dry fact, not some emotive fantasy…those separated from birth, are like the Nazarites of old. Are the same spirit. It does not mean no marriage or job or being homeless….though the Nazarites of old may appear that way!… it means separate from birth…A MIRACLE OF GOD. 
I came a long way to understand that I am a miracle—and all my brothers and sisters like me are miracles. 
I used to think I was garbage—because that’s what my parents, friends, and everyone said about me. I have always felt like I was doing something wrong—like I shouldn’t even exist. Like I should just get out of the way and let the good people have the earth. 
But now I realize that all those things were put in my head by people considered good—established. People you talk to everyday—they said I was wrong. Should die. Should go live in a garbage dump. 
You know, many of those who are homeless are Nazarites of old. That’s how America treats God’s children. By putting them in garbage dumps, by lying and saying those in churches are the good Christians. Well, when I attended Calvary Chapel and really wanted to help, being a janitorial volunteer so I wouldn’t bother anyone—they threatened me and said, “We do not tolerate those who do not conform.”
I thought they meant my hair was too long! I thought they meant I needed to dress differently! I thought they meant something, but not THAT. Not satanism? 
Later, I found out that they were just that. Yet I see Chuck Smith and others on TV talking about Harry Potter and…behind the scenes I know what’s going on. 
Oh, the sorrow—… don’t they understand what satanism really is? It’s not just Harry Potter or witchcraft or new age prophets… 
It’s the whole thing. All of it. 
I pray this word finds you all in good stead. This is given to me at 5:00 AM on this glorious morning the Lord has made. 
Let us rejoice in Him. 

Z: BLESSING REPORTS!

Z: BLESSING REPORTS!12-11-2003
Hi, friends. Just wanted to let you know that it's a very interesting and special time spiritually--further separation for those in Christ, to more and more of Him, which is Joy, as Truth divides us into a greater understanding of Him and His precious love--provision, protection and His awesome power in keeping us on the path of His righteousness. 
I have received many letters lately that report of changing "status"--so I am given a word for you. People are leaving the old and being taken to the new by the Lord, by His Supernatural power. That's the best way I can describe it. Truly, those who are thirsty for the living water are receiving it, at long last! Those who try to hold you back now are unable to, many shackles of demonic oppression being broken. This is the peace and joy Jesus gives to all His followers now, across the globe, no matter the circumstance. I feel the Holy Spirit really moving amongst us today, and many are speaking in tongues, prophesying, teaching, working miracles...etc. 
This change we're going through to greater joy and peace in Him is exactly what He wants to give us. and even though the times look perilous to us who have eyes and ears, and even though the scoffers and posers are so many around us, the light of Christ has exposed much to us, as the Remnant is gathered in the spirit, not necessarily under one ministry or roof. 
So the main thing now is the joy of this season. So it's not all gloomy, as the news and some of our prophecies suggest--it's bitter sweet and getting sweeter. Once the cares of this world fall away, there is true joy in newfound forgiveness for all people. Even if there is no peace amongst men, the Bible says that, "as much as possible, be at peace with all men." 
This is a great time of healing--the Lord is most merciful to those who repent and seek His face. In Jesus' Love... Z